I stumbled, by chance, in my more great emotional loss, I was almost able to forget, met by chance in a place unknown to both.
Many things have changed since then ... since I chose that we could not destroy our families for a passenger, perhaps love, above all things have changed in you now own!
We saw from a distance as we approached we can approach the end of life, a few meters of each other we stopped crying ... both!
A long we have not found the courage to touch us, we looked at while the rest had been silenced, She has spoken for the first " really you, 'I said no, since I was no longer, for six years, I had less than Lei
as we move, distant, to a bench, smiling, asked me if I remembered it again, I could not answer, I hold back my tears, no crying, down rhythmically.
Seated, smell her perfume vanish, the same that I had given her for fun, challenging it on the fact that her husband would never have noticed he had changed his fragrance.
And so it was, they remember the children, ... now they only live mainly with her maternal grandmother, she started a new job that often leads away from home, but the parts with sufficient economic security.
colors with which she was dressed, the reflection of his newfound zest for life, the desired freedom and the last time we had seen was on my boat, with all "our" boys who embark on an unlikely fishing and her husband, who never boasted nautical experience demonstrated by the facts, you are a black suit and white leather sadly, even the colorful sarong could give color to that darkened interior of the time, only her eyes looked beyond.
Yes, that was the last time we met, I wanted to invite his family for a vacation ... we worked together for two years, every day together, a visceral love, constrained by respect for our Children the Families, a love never worn as it can be only one eternal.
... But now that day because he was there?
I have often wondered why it happened that we met again, those who wished me all this, give me this great grief.
I had to return home the same evening, I was badly dressed and with all the baggage unusable, however I was returning from a trip of several days and parts, due to bad weather, were sold out, then I should not even pass by that town, because I've never been to stop right there.
I also asked her why they were there, that day, was unable to answer me, maybe it was not true that we were there and that is why we had not even touched, for fear of realizing that was only an illusion ... and then, because all that silence!
I told her I was dying fast, do not resist the idea of \u200b\u200bher magazine, which were breaking down all my defenses crazy ...
I grabbed his hand, stringendosela face, looking into my eyes told me that she was dying, he had given up six years ago to live and not my fault I had forgiven him, odiandomi as hard as possible.
hugged me, sobbing, suddenly the world has begun to turn, sounds and voices were audible again, now I feel alive again, her perfume, her skin was there, I was enjoying ... was not a dream!
We have suspended our lives, that place has given us life, and since then we have not revised, I write every day so you me, I am sure that the hand that led us there, will redo it soon ... the reason for living is also this, wait for the arrival of the right time!
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